ah hur,
so now its become my fault la?
whos the one that disappear den become uncontactable?

I alrdy said lets go out on may day,
and nobody is bothered.
Oh well,
i shud learn to do things ALONE.

And now im all flare up with piss.

Yes, yes, I know. Im a blardy stupid idiot to even be brood over wad is alrdy deem as settle, over, useless to think any further. No matter wad i do wont change. But i just cant help but feel pissed over wad have happened.And IM STILL FUCKING PISSED ALL OVER IT, LIKE REALLI? K? THX BYE.

hah,
Wad do you get for being nice?

before i start working on the photos, i want to rant it all out.

ah great. had plenty of fun at the arcade,
and saku call to ask for a macross shoot
last min shoot?
okie, not really much of a problem for me.
asked kippei along.

ok, im not realli sure asking him to join along is suppose to be "nice enuff to ask him to join along" thingy? but den again.
I jus asked anyway, without thinking much abt it.
Reached home, charge battery,
And the fucking battery does not power up my camera.
WOW, THANKS AR?

I was totally pissed out of my mind.
Wad did i ever do to deserve this?
Had my passion for macross not enuff?
when i finally get a chance to shoot,
this kind of crap happen to me?
and out of all things,
KIPPEI GETS TO GO. (Notice something here?)
I am pissed out of my mind, but what can i do?
I got emo-ed for abit, and i decided,
its not worth it. I fucking wan to shoot macross,
went all the way down to sim lim to buy a new battery,
jus for this shoot. wow, oh well.
At least i felt that its well spent money[before the shoot]
except for the fucking jam in town area,
cab fare killed me.

moving forward,
upon reaching T3,
i meet several other ppl whom,
i dun understand why they are there.
Not that i have any issue here.
and yeah, the shoot have not even began when i go thru all the freaking detour.
ok nvm.

moving forward,
the shoot?
its disastrous. Prolly for me only.
since the other photogs are in more favour with HER
i'm pissed that i dun even get the
basic respect as a photog.
yes,
i mayb be noob but then again,
can u even show some respect?
just a little bit? =w=
oh well,
at least
congragulation to you,
for being the first one ever,
to make it into my
black listed photography subject.

P.S.
If u really wan to show off to me with all those elitism stuff,
i'll suggest you fuck off, and go and die.
if you'd hate to see me so much,
JUST FUCKING HELL GO AND DIE,
HOKAY?
KTHXBAI!
AND,NOBODY ASKED YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE.

People, please know your place.
as in literally, know the place u live in.
i kinda getting irritated by ppl asking
"eh?how ar?i dunno lei?"
like freaking hell,
u stay Tampines, u dun even know which area come first.
in case none of the 3 of you notice,
the fucking,
retarded,
fucking bad attitude taxi driver,
have been taking a big detour after dropping xn,(infact,going thru via loyang seems like a detour to me)
i guess none of you know, hur?
i din realli wan to bother since
he didnt start his cab meter
until we somewhere in loyang =w=..

arr.. wadever..

he died in his attempt to seek attention.

rest in peace dude.

It's here,
pretty fast i'd say..

but den again.

Not as excited as i was before.. Im still prolly pissed all over by wad happened ytd.

fuck,
Fuck
FUCK!

damn it la..
knn D<

FUCK
IM SO PISSED THAT
SCREAMING MILLIONS OF FUCK INTO UR(S) DUMB EARS WILL NOT MAKE ME FUCKING FEEL ANY BETTER.

FUCK

Mayb like wad someone told me..
i shoudnt get so attached ..
since..
everyone'll jus leave me one day.
and i'd
probably die alone somewhere..

Im so fucking pissed right now,
so fucking pissed that it hurt my balls.
fucking shit.
fuck you,
fuck you!
fuck every single one of you.

FUCK!

I Fail,
Im a failure,
i shud prolly jus die and disappear from the surface of this Earth.

Its all starting to happen, all over again..

Series of horrid events,

Machine rejecting my 10$ bills,
some stupid auntie blocking my way, and make me miss the train,
having to exit at city hall just to use the toilet Dx ..

but on the other hand,
had a rather "good" meeting with the bosses,
summoned within 1 day \(^o^)/
left work on time,

but the trip back home was horrid and tiring..
feel so terrible..
seems like i'd realli need the MC on tue x.x

On the bright side,
i finally found someone to go catch the orchestra performance together!
weee~~
*put $30 aside for the cd <3*

oh, so now i've become another extra person

thanks ar..=_=

How the hell,
did i even convince myself,
that i have a chance
how?
now that i actually believe that i could do it
and eventually having it crushed
WTH?
and guess what?
You makes me feel like a
spare tire to you.
and all im good to you when you need help,
and other time,
im jus another nobody

Woah champion,
what you trying to do?

Do u know how,
how i feel when i looked at you?
a person whom i once tot, (Ok, mayb i think too much)
im once close to,
is now..
so ..
distant..
and i find it so hard talking to you.

sorry, I'm a person that reads too much into stuff,
i get oversensitive easily.

But how can you blame me,
when u first done all this to me.

yea, i prolly ain worth for you to even bother or anything,
he's prolly much better,
more mature,
better at handling stuff,
everything also way better den me.

yea, im jus another worthless emo kid,
leave me alone,
like u always did.

its not that i dont want,
but i jus fucking hate it,
when im suppose to be the one talking
and he's the one making the call.
no.
i dont like it.
and i .

ARGH FUCK!
IM STILL ALL OVER THIS SHIT.
FUCK!
FUCK U!

FUCKING JUS WALK AWAY QUIETLY LIKE U ALWAYS DID.

FUCK

_|_

Why the hell do i even bother?
Why do i go there,
even knowing what awaits me..
even knowing that,
i will not like what im going to see.

I hate myself,
i hate my life.

I just another selfish pig.
I totally hate it.

Why do you have to give me false hope,
make me happy for nothing.
why do you have to pop out of nowhere.
it was originally abt me only,
why the hell did you even come into the picture?
why
the
fucking
hell
did
you
have to come in.
and make a leg out of it.
WHY D<
fuck!
Fuck!
FUCK!

and guess wad,
the sub one,
is more important to you
den the main one.
yes, Im a selfish kid,
and yes, Im fucking jealous and pissed off.

call here, call there,
everything also call.
end up is call him.
when,
im fucking,
suppose,
to
be
the
only one.
And things fucking move by itself,
without my acknowledgment.
All by itself.

Yes, Im dun wan to be related to you anymore,
i dun care anymore,
i dun WANT TO , anymore.

and i'd pretty much guess that it wun even make a diff to you.
argh FUCK!
WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER D<

Name:Wei Hau
D.O.B:21 Oct 1988
Email:LyeWeiHau@gmail.com

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• Wad if.
• ...
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