sometimes,
i dont like the way u say things.
i felt
intruded
under-looked
worthless

even thou its jus one side of the crap,
all on my own.
I guess that prolly the reason why i don deserve anything..

I've reach the conclusion,
that i ain realli the person
who i claim to be.
neither the person i tot i am.

I have always convinced myself,
that im actually a pretty nice guy.(not appearance =_=)
And i've always saying things like
"nice guy finish last" as an excuses to why things doesnt work out for me.
Im not as nice, as i tot i am.
Im not as nice as wad i claim to be.
Im just another asshole,
yes.
People would jus walk up to me and call me an asshole,
without myself know wad exactly i done wrong.

and, i have unknowingly,
come to a liking to someone.
whom i understand that things would not work out,
cos partially cos im a failure myself,
and im pretty much a useless person.
Not to mention, shes attached as well
She's by far one of those few girls that i would actually
get worried over. scare sth happen to her,
althou its positively over 99% safe ._.
such like those of wad like how parents get worried over their kid.
its a complex emotion, feeling
which i wouldnt bring it out with words.

I cant actually deny that i "like" her,
but den again, I had so much past experience of
falling in and out of such things,
and it nv last as long as i would claim of it to be. aka, my failure.

im not a nice guy,
im actually jus another selfish bastard.
yes. and im sorry for all the problem or issue,
that i have brought to you and your life.
gomenasai.

After neglecting the blog for a quite sometime >_>
i finally dig some time to post sth here =w=

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Im so going to learn piano >_<
after waiting for so long..
althou ish onli 30mins >_>

Went to coscon last week
photos upload to flickrs~!
now working on my Mio photos xD

rah rah rah~~!

Im Emo, enuff said.

on the side note,
this makes me a little happier ,
but im still emo..

Incident 1 - Elitism
as it seems, not just me.
several over ppl else are starting talking abt
your "Elitism talk",
mind to, stop and think abt the things you're saying?

Incident 2 - Emo
Have been busy with work recently, dont ask me why,
jus that too much have been happening and i just cant stop myself from thinking :(
and flipping thru the papers today,
it kinda makes me emo to see University ads,
cos i actually dun have the chance to study in a university..
haish :(

Incident 3 - Stupid security guard
Some blardy idiot,
board the train at toa payoh,
and stop right infront of the door,
like wtf la! other ppl no need board one ar?!
den the stupid ah tiong behind keep saying
"prz go in" =w=

And and and and,
i couldnt remember wad i want to type liao :(

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Incident 4 - Not too sure myself thou,
i find it,
rather hard to get along with girls older than me,
needless to say,
they dun take want other ppl saying ,seriously.
:(
they jus think of me as another xiao hai zhi

I would like to dedicate this post
to all the xmm that have been
letting me see
you know wad x.x
thank you very much!

i guess the concert last nite pretty much want to rant abt this..

As much as i've been here (singapore) for the past 2 decades,
it pretty much hate it.
Reason being?
Im not singaporean.
so much things in my life,
has been made diffcult for myself becus of this.

After i've barely got use to secondary sch life,
my parents told me that we might be going back,
due to some immigrant issue.
which somewhere affect my school life,
my family and alot other things.

And wad does all this have to do with the concert last night?
as a matter in fact,
incase nobody knows,
i had always wanted to be a musician someday,
or rather be able to learn and perform certain instrument.
watching the performance yesterday,
make me ..
very xian mu they all :(
i've pretty much wasted my whole life on useless things,
and now my life's tied down by work,
and theres like nothing i could achieve anymore
oh well..
theres nothing i can do,
my life's alrdy pretty much over..

anyway..
the concert last nite was fantastic,
except the part there the piano sound seem to be all mashed together =/
and theres a few part towards the ending which seem to be
"off sync"?
x.x
mayb its jus me :(
hais..

if i were to ever get a chance to have a family of my own,
i'll definity tell them to follow their passion :(
dun be like me..
everything i do also kana suan by parents :(
haish..

Its,
tonight =w=

Ninja mode,
activated.
duration - 1 week.

kthxbai

HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES DO I HAVE TO REPEAT MYSELF? _|_?

Eh Champion, ask u do 1 freaking thing,
got so diffcult anot?!
smlj la. fuck u can? =w=
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on the side note,
have a twisted angle from ytd's skating,
pain-ed butt and thigh from today's biking =w=
now whole body aching liao~
=w=

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hur hur har hee!! skating in the morning~!! <3

I know i shud have been asleep by now,
but things jus keep going on
looping and looping and looping
in my head.
It felt as thou i wouldnt be able to sleep unless it get it out of me,
somewhere..
I couldnt get it out of my head.
I couldnt stop thinking.
of..
how much alike it was,
with someone else,
and that its like exactly the same thing is happening,
all over again.
I pretty much guess most ppl will think that it makes no sense,
well, i dun think it make any sense either.
and frankly speaking,
i do not know her at all..

I should learn to make up my mind
stop being indecisive
and face my own decision.

Wads it with your elitism talk, dude?
wads wif you recently,
why are you purposely doing things to piss me off?
stop being a elite-wanna-be, kae?

why the fuck,
does someone.
have to piss me off,
every single night?

Fuck!

My hatred for you,
got so bad,
that it has the power
to
turn off my sex drive.

Wow?! =w=

Ever notice why i get irritated and annoy easily?
here's something

win liao..
you win liao..
you all win liao..

It all started back then,
i thou it's suppose to be a good thing, no?
Despite the fact that im a emo kid,
i think other else, i still pretty much get my things done..
PROPERLY.
And now, guess wad,
it already reach a point where im being outcasted already,
like.. wow?
why har?
WHY THE FUCK DID IT EVEN HAPPENED?!
Is it my fault for not raising my
discomfort, my anger, when i still could?
It happened too quick..
It happened too fast..
its just, less than 2 months?
I feel so terrible right now.
I feel so much to cry right now.
But..
What good will it do?
nothing,
My existance to you,
have already been long voided..

I need someone to talk to,
someone who can listen to all my rant,
someone who i can really pour my thoughts out to..

God(uncle) Vs XMM03!
Who will win?!

Name:Wei Hau
D.O.B:21 Oct 1988
Email:LyeWeiHau@gmail.com

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• dumb fag
• moving on.
• Wad if.
• ...
• once upon a time, im off today and theres chocolate
• wut?
• wow ..
• why?
• Huh?
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